No identity = NO Longevity.

It’s 3:07 in the morning.

my eyes are bloodshot. hands are on my laptop. the city’s deadly silent. Too fucking silent.

I like it this way.

The type of silence where every thought has meaning.

The sliding glass balcony door opens.

The sharp breeze coming in awakens me. It weaves itself into the penthouse like cigarette smoke. Kicking me back from the mental corridor I was drifting down.

I’m honed in and focused.

Like the last breathes inside a buzzer beater moment. pupils dilated, the basketball travels in slow motion. Everyone and everything stops and waits. Time is no longer present.

The arena holds it’s breath. The ball leaves the shooter’s hand. All eyes are on the basketball. A moment of absolute clarity.

My hands twitch slightly, I can hear my breathes.

I feel alive in a way most people never will.

I’m wearing a black tracksuit. Everything black. Hooded up.

No designer logos. Nothing flashy.

I enjoy looking clean, calm and collected.

I reek of Ambre Nuit and pure drive.

Soft biopolar x bruce wayne plays in the background. Back to back.

“You have a name to make…” hits different in isolation.

16 year old me would be proud. Almost terrified.

I slowly glance at the Batman painting glued to my wall.

Every man, old or young, has fantasized about being The Batman atleast once in their life.

But the brutal truth is that nobody really wants to be Batman. They all want to be Bruce Wayne.

No one really loves the dark. They just enjoy the aesthetic.

Fresh off a 2 hour blacks ops 7 sesh with the boys.

You know we had to celebrate the release.

You can still pull in 6-7 figures and play video games.

Don’t listen to all these instagram self-improvement so called “gurus”.

Stay detached from the goal. Stay attached to yourself.

Go out with your partner, girlfriend, husband, wife, boyfriend.

Fuck until your organs beg for mercy.

You deserve it.

“Sometimes” the best self improvement is to detach.

Don’t become attached to all this.

This is all a game. The ones who realise this the earliest are the most free.

Actuate with intention.

High intention. Medium intention. Low intention.

Not everyone can do what you’re doing.

You are already better than 95% for trying to turn your life around... Bold enough to question certain programming.

It's a hard flex that you are not aware of.

At the end of the day, there will always be a bearded man in a penthouse behind your screen, telling you that the reason why you're not a trillionaire yet is because you are not working hard enough.

I almost fell into this trap… Becoming a self-improvement degenerate.

Watching 30 year olds with puffed out chests and bloodshot eyes on steroids telling me how to live my life.

“Make sure you get the protein in, take that 6am cold bath bro…” with their courses attached to the end of their scripted videos.

You feel such an intimate connection with them… but they don’t know you.

They pounce on your desperation and self-pity. presenting themselves and their product as the solution.

Most of these so-called gurus were in a worse position than you at your age. Probably banging sluts in college and smoking their brains out.

These type of guys give course sellers a bad reputation.

Still they manage to capture and lure you in.

Because they mirror your struggle.

Want to sell anything successfully? Mirror your customer’s current state and Frame it as your past.

Backstories are bait for the hungry average masses.

They mirror their hunger: “So he was once like me, and he got rich using this method? Then I must use it too.”

In the movies it’s always the good guy whose poor and has to struggle to make it out. The bad guy’s always positioned as rich and powerful.

You’ve been conditioned to believe that achieving anything worthwhile requires struggle. A neverending cycle that gets passed down from parent to child.

Whilst the trust fund kid turns 18, jets off to Monaco and buys a $100k watch and a Koenigsegg jetsko absolut.

The “struggle” ends the moment you decide so.

It was me watching 2 hour long videos, jotting everything in my notebook, feeling motivated like I had accomplished anything. no action was taken.

It’s why I haven’t made a course yet for my instagram followers who ask. When it drops, it will be raw, authentic and life changing.

Game that’s real, impactful and designed to leave you a permanent imprint. Not for you to forget after 30 minutes.

Independent thinking is painful.

We didn’t evolve to think, independence would lead to defiance which would jeopardise the group’s safety.

Your brain interprets breaking from the collective as a threat, firing the same neural circuits used for pain.

You trigger the primal part of your brain that equates disagreement with danger.

For that reason i’ll never judge those who don’t think.

It hurts to be free.

It hurts to break the curse.

I especially love Christian Bale’s batman because it feels dark.

What most don’t realise is… you see clearer through the darkness.

Hear me out.

When your bedroom light is on, you only see what objects your mind wants to see.

Now turn your light off.

Wait five minutes.

It will be uncomfortable at first.

then you start seeing objects and figures you didn’t take in before.

Because there are no distractions. you’re in complete and utter darkness.

Your eyes and mind are FORCED to see this way.

It’s not by choice.

It’s by design.

The dark, quiet 3am thoughts. You feel like the motivational tiktoks are really speaking to you this time. Each video revealing a layer of truth that you already know but haven’t actioned on.

You have no choice but to confront the truth.

The truth always wins.

When you’re an actuator, it’s not a choice to be rich. It’s by force.

As I go further and deeper into this game, I have started to recognize a pattern…

Something really sad and disturbing.

Something responsible for a lot of failure’s: Identity.

If what you are doing is not aligned with who you truly want to be it will never be sustainable.

When I was 18, I worked in a secondary school.

My first “proper” job.

My manager was a obese, 58 year old man whose had 4 jobs in 40 years.

One day, he was telling me about how he was made redundant from his old job during covid.

I looked him in the eyes and asked him ”so what did you do after you were made redundant?”

He replied:

“I sat on the couch and waited for my next job interview, surviving off my compensation money”.

That was the signal I needed.

I handed in my letter of resignation the next day.

I used this story as good validation… because I knew I was meant for something more. If I didn’t leave then, I would have given in to mediocrity and staying average.

I knew I couldn’t see myself doing this for the next 40 years. Not out of delusion or personal fable, I just knew I wanted more.

The truth is:

Your identity wins every single time.

No matter how much money you’re making.

No matter how much you try to convince yourself.

You cannot outrun your identity.

You see it in your parent eyes. Your dad wakes up at 4am to go do the job he doesn’t want to.

It pains him. It aches him. But he still gets up everyday.

So what is your identity?

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1.The Death of the Programmed Identity

You need to break free of the program.

It sounds cringey.

From the moment you were born, you have had zero input on your beliefs, habits and thought patterns.

EVERY single thing you identify with right now has been instilled by someone else. Parents. School. Media. Culture.

Through all these things, the system has successfully limited your growth and beliefs.

You don’t see any bigger than the environment around you.

Realize that your entire identity has been conditioned for mediocrity.

The western school model was designed to curate the most workers.

Obedient, over-dependent on approval, lack of self, anxiety.

Your self-worth should not be determined by how many A’s you got in the class. Whether you passed through university with a cumme laude or distinction.

Don’t get me wrong. There will always be a rite of passage to determine one’s self.

In ancient times, it was the killing of a lion in Ancient Rome, the taming of a lion in Africa.

But school is completely animalistic.

And this is just one way they “tame” you. The media, law enforcement, the list can go on.

Designed to paralyze you with fear.

I need to understand — we are reaching a climax.

The “introduction” of AI and the rapid evolution of technology in the last 20 years has eliminated every single barrier there is.

Right now, an actuator in Madagascar probably makes more money than a middle school teacher in Arkansas.

And he is living a better standard of life because he’s in a “third-world” country.

I’m even thinking of moving from London soon.

Not too dubai. That place is hell on earth. and i’m not talking about the 5 star ig hotels or the dehydrated and abused models who go there to do… ifykyk.

My aunty has built a really successful oud business.

So much so, she attracted the attention of a qatari prince. he asked her to start making ouds for him.

She was pulling in 6 figures from this man alone.

One day, as a token of good faith, he pays for her ticket to Qatar and a hotel for her to stay at.

Everything was “perfect”. Until he offered her a man that she should sleep with. If she done it, she would have got a seven figure commission. It was his 24 year old cousin.

She left immediately.

I will not allow myself to rot in such a immoral country.

I’m thinking hawaii. Turks and caicos. Maybe thailand.

People whose identity solely rely on being dependent on the system will soon be made redundant.

Their 9-5 brings them their only source of security. The habit of thinking has been successfully been medicated out of them.

If they’re not “grinding” they start to become anxious because they are not doing enough. Producing output = self worth.

Do not take advice from these people.

And when this happens, all hell will break loose.

It will be like releasing an entire pack of dire wolves on steroids back into the wilderness.

You need to identify every single belief, habit, and behaviour pattern that’s keeping you mediocre, and then start to systematically eliminate them like a fucking surgeon removing tumors.

People like my old manager will be left behind.

From 2026, operating on the basis of fear will become the baseline for destruction.

2.Become Reborn.

Input is more valuable than output.

In order for you to see and act clearly you have to redesign your input. Piece by piece.

Every billion dollar company you see gearing up for their IPO. every athlete that has reached the pinnacle of their sport.

Everything starts from the mind.

This goes down to the most minute detail. Breathwork.

What youtube videos you watch whilst you eat, your circle of friends you hang around.

You have to become an anomaly. An outlier.

Don’t watch mainstream media. Don’t eat commercial supermarket food.

Think critically. Question everything.

In this western world, everything is for sale. even loyalty.

People say money don’t buy loyalty. but if you really think about it, the people who say this have never been in that position of leverage before.

Money doesn’t buy loyalty. It buys secrecy.

That’s what the whole american banking system is built upon.

The world bank will loan $3 billion to a third world country in africa so the country can “rebuild itself”.

Africa is the most mineral-rich continent in the world yet it has some of the lowest gdps recorded.

Average income equality exceeds 99%.

So while their country’s suffering, their president buys a $5 million 4 story mansion in Charlotte, charters a pj to Switzerland every other week.

Billionaire philanthropic foundations “opening” another school for the poor in West Africa.

All for these schools to become tools of leverage during negotiations.

If the host country makes a single wrong move… fundings cut. the children will be homeless.

When you really know this all a game, everything will change for you.

But becoming an outlier is the only way for you to do so.

People think discipline, consistency and self-belief is the solution to the problems.

But really it all comes down to identity.

Think about it. when you were younger, every kid around you went to school. everyone.

So matter how long it was waking up that morning, how boring the homework was, you still managed to find a way to get it done.

Because being a student was your identity.

If you didn’t wake up, you didn’t do your homework you would face 101 questions.

Your parents scold you because you didn’t wake up.

Your teacher asked why you didn’t do your homework.

Your friends call and text you repeatedly asking if you were coming in that day.

Then you go into overdrive. you have to “protect” your identity. you begin to come up with lies to tell your parents and your teacher, you make up a ridiculous over the top story to your friends for why you didn’t go to school that day,

“I went to see my rich cousin, I felt so sick I thought I was going to die bro…”

You see? That identity has to be protected at all costs.

Then school’s over. everyone goes their separate ways. The ones who were the most popular typically end up becoming lost. the quite ones, the nerds, the athletes get the furthest in their fields because they don’t have the 18 year old identity crisis. they don’t continue to resort to male or females for validation. they know who they are.

So now, you have wiped out all the memory that was part of the programmed identity.

Now you want the 4 story, 10,000 sq foot mansion, the aston martin vantage, the ability to do what you want to do and make money.

The easiest way to do this… is write a fucking plan.

20 minutes. write down what you want your future to look like a year from now. and write down what steps you can take to get there.

This is so simple but the effect changes your life.

Because now you can clearly “see” your future.

The more the read the plan, the more it becomes imprinted in your mind.

Then your brain starts to operate in this way to get you closer and closer.

As long as you keep moving and taking action, understanding less is more, you will get there.

Anyways, i’m off.

Got more figures to make. Videos to post. ads to run.

See you another time.

Feel free to reply. Speak to me.

Keep taking action.

-Tai.

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